Welcome to CTRLALTDEL

Ever tried to carry too much at once?

That’s how most of us live — arms full of expectations, regrets, and control, wondering why we can’t move forward.

In this episode, Alan breaks down what it really means to release — and why freedom starts with open hands.

Because you can’t run free when your hands are full.

Because release doesn’t wait for peace — it creates it.

Life doesn’t actually move too fast — we just live it distracted. The burning bushes around us aren’t rare — our awareness is.  This week’s message dives into what happens when you turn aside. Because sometimes, the miracle doesn’t need to appear — it just needs to be noticed.  When Moses turned aside, heaven turned toward him. And the same is true for you.  What if the divine has been waiting, not for you to move faster, but to finally look closer? Because awareness creates encounter. And when you turn aside, hope happens. 

LIFE GETS BLURRY. If your “windshield” is smeared with stress, failure, noise, guilt, and hurry, this episode is for you. We talk about why the problem isn’t always the road—it’s the lens—and how to get your clarity back without starting life over.  

In this Week 1 of CTRLALTDEL — CLEAR, we trace David’s honest cry in Psalm 51 (“create in me a clean heart”) and the two-touch healing in Mark 8 to show how clarity comes in stages. Sometimes you’re halfway healed—don’t fake focus. Stay for the second touch. 

This is where CTRLALTDEL begins — not as a crash, but as a reset. G-d isn’t trying to patch the old you — He’s creating something new (Isaiah 43:19). This episode launches the journey toward clearing the jam, reclaiming peace, and starting fresh before burnout hits.

CONTROL — Let go of what you can’t fix. 

ALT — Choose a different path. 

DEL — Remove what’s frozen.  

This isn’t self-help. It’s surrender help. It’s not about improvement — it’s about invitation. Join us for 10 weeks of honest reset and spiritual renewal.